i simply dont understand why my cbox is always expire, i think i need to find another chat box to replace for the existing cbox.

Anyway really thank a lot of people who giving me advice for my current situation, i also want to thanks all of the people who really help me so much and really trusting me. i will not disappoint you guy for sure!! 100% dont worry about that.

Also, i wish to thank my gf all the while who really have help me so much and all the support!! i really love you! muackx.

Yesterday in my whole life, this is the first time ever people told me that look down on me due to some reason, i will not blame the person for saying that, i meant it. you have fully wake me up and make me realize of what really happen now and what i should do next in my life. i'm really thank you for saying such important word.

Seriously speaking, i'm really do not feel angry, disappointed, sadness, hurting or whatever i can say. This word i believe it is really so important for all the guy or maybe women in this entire world, i believe you do not know how hurting the word might be, but it really make me realize how important and how forgetful that the thing is so important!

Luckily with those word u say, u have start to change my life, i know you do not really meant it or u was just angry anyhow say bad thing out, but really dont worry about it!! i'm really know what i should do. u have give me the strength to start all over again and giving me the encourage to work 200% in order to achieve what i want and also to get what to enjoy my life!

Last by not least, i would like to thank you for saying such important word to me, i will learn and live with it, i will no longer let people have the chance to say this word "LOOKING YOU DOWN" again!

Thanks!!!

Early in the morning my phone keep ringing, wake up with sleepy tone answer my phone, oh it's my gold heart ex-colleague,he told me that he got a good new for me, we are fighting for 40+ unit for installing solid surface, MY GOD!! 40 unit, 1 unit = $2000. 40 unit = 80,000 where is our commission is really a lot. *Faint*
Gonna work 200% hard in order to close this deal!! Yeah~

Today not really feeling very well due to phone keep ringing and last night slept very late, was having headaches and feeling of fainting when standing up.

Lovely Darling suppose to go for her study yet she skip it and give me surprise by coming down all the way from her work place to Tampines, my god! so sweet can, although i dont sound/look very surprise but i was really very surprise to see you. Thank you dear for coming down all the way to Tampines just to see me if i am okay. Love you deep deep!! *mauck muack muack* :p :p :p

as for the song below, is specially dedicate to you my dear. hope you like it! :)



在爱的幸福角度
你就是我唯一
我唯一的爱的就是你
我真的爱的就是你
失去才会懂得珍惜
但我珍惜你
伤越痛就是爱越深
我不相信
你和我同时停止呼吸
每一次我们靠近
你让我忘了困惑
忘了所有烦心
我把你紧紧拥入怀里
捧你在我手心
谁叫我真的爱的就是你
在爱的纯净世界你就是唯一
永远永远不要怀疑
我把你当作我的空气
如此形影不离我大声我爱的就是你
在爱的幸福角度
你就是我唯一
我唯一爱的就是你
我真的爱的就是你
失去才会懂得珍惜
但我珍惜你
伤越痛就是爱越深
我不相信
你和我同时停止呼吸
每一次我们靠近
你让我忘了困惑
忘了所有烦心
我把你紧紧拥入怀里
捧你在我手心
谁叫我真的爱的就是你
在爱的纯净世界你就是唯一
永远永远不要怀疑
我把你当作我的空气
如此形影不离我大声我爱的就是你
在爱的幸福角度
你就是我唯一
我唯一爱的就是你
我真的爱的就是你
就是你 ……唯一爱的就是你!!!
我把你紧紧拥入怀里
捧你在我手心
谁叫我真的爱的就是你|

带著你美丽的爱情　来打动我的心
在我青春尚未褪色前　请与我见面
带著你坚定的爱情　来守住我的心
在我心尚未憔悴前　请与我见面
用你最深情的眼睛　痴情让我倾心
用我最需要的温柔　在我还能负载你的爱
钟爱我一生
噢～　MY LOVE MY LOVE
噢～　在我还能负载你的爱　钟爱我一生
钟爱我一生
噢～　MY LOVE MY LOVE
噢～　在我还能负载你的时候　钟爱我一生

My car car have been hospital for 3 weeks, really miss my car car so much, the feeling of driving it, the look of it and the sound of it, my god, i guess no other car can compare. although currently i'm holding the car that Alphine lent me is much higher CC car, but still, compare to speed of course the one i'm holding now is faster, but i still think that my own car faster. lolxx.

Anyway, i got new plan of my business, if it's working it may increase of my salary up to at least taking home of $3300. It's just base on my calculation anyway, hopefully i get a new job with the same industrial.

My car loan, Road tax is coming, i feel so stress by looking past day by day, not too sure how am i going to handle it. haix. i believe a old word, if there a will there a way. HAPPY GO LUCKY!! WEE~

Few days ago, took some CD from my 2nd jie cd case, saw lot of very nice oldies song.
hope all of you like it!




别怕我爱得太多　爱你我很快乐
你尽管放心接受　这样温柔　和我

我不怕任何结果　珍惜这一刻
就算是有一天你突然　想走

你并不需要担心太多
怕你不够　了解我
只要记住无爱不痴　无爱不狂　就够

爱从来不怕付出太多　也从不保留
为了你我什么都做
看看你是种享受
拥有你更是感动

放一颗心　留在你的身边
每次离去　陪你入眠
你千万记住有我在耳边　说爱你

别怕我爱得太多　爱你我很快乐
你要乖乖的　等著我　回来

**别怕我爱得太多　爱你我很快乐
你尽管放心接受　这样温柔　和我

别怕我爱得太多　爱你我很快乐
你要乖乖的　等著我　回来

Have been realize i have long time never been here to blog or view my own blog.
Saw my chatterbox has gone missing so here i come over to do some settling.
hmmmz recently really lot of stuff happening, really dont know how to express my feeling out.
First of all, i have quit my job so currently i'm out of job.

OF COURSE this might not be a bad thing, i got my own planning as i found few supplier and have discuss all the detail stuff, finally it's all settled. Soon i will be my own boss doing Supply and Install for Laminate Flooring, Solid Surface, Carpet and Vinyl.

I was thinking what if i can make any good earning in this so called own business, how am i going to survive non support my car, so here my another planning.

I intent to look out for new job for supporting my commitment, at the same time do my own business in order for me to have extra income to do whatever i want. I think that the best solution!!

Anyway my birthday is coming, but i think is no longer important. just let it be ba. :)

Suddenly remember a song call 我真的受伤了.


灯光也暗了音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎麽你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了是你变了
灯光熄灭了音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了

This few days really had so much fun, of course i wont say totally is all about good thing so here about the story!! enjoy!!

Friday was a nightmare, was so busy and so many problem came out, really thanks so much to my colleague for helping out to clear the mess, problem finally sort but still something need to settle, tiring..

Saturday was a great day, went to work to sort some of the problem, realize that my current job was really so busy, this might be a good thing for me as well, busy = more commission.. wee~
after work went to RT for training running plus gym session, was suppose finish at 8pm but they end it early at 6.30, manage to have more time to go home bath, change and than fetch my gf to meet my tcs memeber, was really a nice meet up, manage to win $130 from there for our malaysia trip for sunday.

Sunday morning, was very tired and dragging ourself to malaysia to meet them, suppose to meet them 11am at commonwealth mac but i wake up late so only able to meet them up at some place in malaysia.. was really enjoy myself so much.
we went to PG, Seasfood session, massage session, cake cutting session, wash car and some supper session.. very nice!!
sad to say, it was so jam when we on our way back to singapore, it's take us about close to 2 hours to reach singapore, lastly we quarrel about some issue and turn out to be angry, also due to this issue, i start to drive faster and faster, unlucky thing happen; stop by TP and got 6 points deduct + $150 fine.. -_-!!!

Monday was great, wake up and had our *Breakfast* ( lunch ) and than rushing out for our facial appointment, it was great and also painful for me.. >.<
follow by rushing to cinema for our quaranty movie, it was not a bad show it just a stupid ending.. lolxx!! overall rating for me is 3/5.

that all for today!! thanks for reading..

Hey Hey, It's me here update again.. finally!! haha~~ act like im so busy..



I'm just so LAZY update la, dont know what to write.



First of all, i have got myself a job as sales excutive dealing with Laminate Flooring in Asiadekor, been working here for almost a month, everything here is very interesting, got more colleague, more things to do, more busy, more working day (work on saturday) and LOWER pay. lolxx.




Secondly, i got GF liaoz, ^=^Y



we did not take picture together before due to she say ugly! lolxx so i decide to do something very interesting!! this is her pic from her webbie! wee~~ ;p

well well, it been quite a while since my last update of my story! let me think what to write for this time..

Recently nothing much happen actually, everyday doing the same thing, first; early in the morning go work, after work go home do nothing than sleep, next day the same thing again so nothing much to share.

I just share this around, i have sent my resignation letter and my last day is tomorrow, so now on 1st OCT i will be having my so called HOLIDAY!! Finally!! but no money!! got to eat grass liaoz. hug my car and die!! hahaha.. just kidding.

I have went to a few interview and got interested with 3 of them so the only thing left now is to wait for their reply and at the same time to look for more job in order to compare what i really want my job to be.

Today morning received a call from 1 of the company asking me to go down to sign the term and condition, was actually quite alright with everything, the only problem that i do not like is the offer that they offer me.
I told them that let me think for a few days to get back to them, i wonder why should i drop my value every job i hop. so i decide not to downgrade myself and decide to find a job which pay me at least the same amount or higher!!

Nothing much liao.. had fun reading!! :)